Sunday, 15 April 2012

  • [Plunge, pt. II]
    [Apr.5.12]

    I left without a plan,
    Slaved to my emotion,
    But won't you understand,
    It was you, my devotion,

    Over guilt and pride I crawl,
    Finding again some meaning,
    And surviving the fall,
    All for our feelings,

    I'm looking for a purpose,
    In your name, to keep living,
    Even though I wasn't selfless,
    To try and keep on breathing,

    Shattered, I'm holding on,
    To the words you've said,
    It's always cold before dawn,
    Charmed the life we led.
  • [Plunge, pt. I]
    [Mar.15.12]

    Waiting for hope to arrive,
    But hope never came,
    Left to wilt or wither,
    With a dull ache inside,

    Another wasted day gone away,
    With little to aspire to,
    Nothing seemingly changing,
    There's no life within,

    And life is harder than it seems,
    When you're dreaming for more,
    Wouldn't it be easier,
    If only I gave in,

    And at that moment--wish,
    That you could watch me fall,
    Where to I won't feel anymore,
    The soul you adore, one way to hell,

    Step by step, breath by breath,
    Tearing apart by the seams,
    I'm standing over the edge,
    With my last breath, I've plunged.
  • [Alive]
    [Sep.29.11]

    My hands are shaking,
    Arms outstretched,
    Upon fingertips I feel you,
    Whispers dancing behind lips,

    Aspiration run through my veins,
    Feelings uniquely held for you,
    Help me feel alive,
    Phoenix hearts anew,

    Holding onto these feelings,
    Our hearts together healing,
    Hands float between us,
    Locking, we whisper "I love thee",

    And we begin to find,
    Our secret place to hide,
    Here together we are alone,
    These moments seem too few.

Wednesday, 06 April 2011

  • [Mirroracle]
    [Apr.06.11]

    I have been waiting,
    For a miracle to save me,

    Long have I stared,
    Into the mirror wondering,

    If I'd be the one,
    To patch things,

    Should I be the one,
    To leave and vanish,

    Would it safe me,
    Better, would it safe you,

    You can only wish,
    But we'll have to step up,

    Unless by chance,
    I live tonight,

    I'll wish a wish,
    For you and for me,

    For this mirror a miracle,
    Breathe my dreams to life,

    Exult my imaginations into,
    A reality much more real,

    It'll make it right,
    So much we hope tonight,

    And if anything is,
    Uncomfortable, tell me,

    I'll make it a mirror miracle.

Tuesday, 11 January 2011


  • [Magic]
    [Jan.11.11]

    Pinch me some magic,
    Annul my existence,
    Hoist a face so tragic,
    Plead with insistence
    Pain long outdistanced

    Free fall oblivion,
    Wicked nothing,
    Life the sour lemon,
    Soul crushing,
    Relentless gushing,

    Pinch me some magic,
    Free fall oblivion,
    Hoist a face so tragic,
    My life a sour lemon,
    I face my demons.



Wednesday, 01 December 2010


  • [Somebody]
    [12.01.10]

    Rain cloud in the troposphere,
    Shed your tears for me to smile,
    Come to play with lonely me here,
    Would you like to stay awhile?

    Cloud have you come to play again?
    Come to give me your company,
    Are you lost, I won't complain,
    I could be your somebody,

    Somebody who'll company you,
    When you're lost like me,
    When you need noise in lieu,
    The silence that reign supreme,

    Come to give me your company,
    I'll be your somebody.


  • [Fade forget]
    [11.30.10]

    What a crime,
    Caught in your ways,
    How should I believe,
    Your cloud pollutes me,

    My psyche fades,
    Away from here a place,
    A place to be, we,
    Live forever there,

    Please let me stay,
    Caught in your ways,
    Cloud o’er hang me,
    Pollute, fade the psyche,

    To stay and fade away,
    The crime a serenading fantasy.


Monday, 15 November 2010


  • [Dreamed]
    [Nov.15.10]

    Being above the towers,
    Creature of the night,
    Ah, you scream,
    Solicitor of brass bells,

    A burning in the vein,
    Palpitations of heart,
    Unity appears,
    In the form of silence,

    Love, hate, all undefined,
    A love for metal,
    Such hate for flesh
    Equal parts of what became,

    The demon they screamed,
    The demon they dreamed.

Wednesday, 03 November 2010

  • [Show]
    [11.03.10]

    Feeling of hate,
    Upon my hearts shore,
    Beckons my heart, it baits,
    Engulfing me more and more,

    Should I take taste,
    This bitter emotion,
    Should I make haste,
    To love's deception,

    More I observe,
    More I want to let it all go,
    Taste what shouldn't be served,
    Arrow of hate pull the bow

    It's hard to know,
    These feelings I shouldn't show.

Thursday, 30 September 2010

  • [Fallen]
    [Sept.29.10]

    Put faith in a whisper,
    Hide a scream within,
    And before you are fallen,
    You will burn in agony,

    Whisper to those above,
    To be resuscitated,
    They won’t hear the cry,
    In death, I own,

    Banter with hate,
    Wish on them pain,
    With time spirit breaks,
    Souls deflate,

    Memory leeched,
    Earth life forgotten,
    Your body a vessel,
    Of my wish and command,

    When you strike hell’s floor,
    Bat wings you’ll have grown,
    With red eyes a-glow,
    Claws flowing in crimson,

    My sweet demon vessel,
    Kneel before your god,
    Pay me tribute in tongue,
    You are my Fallen now.


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  • Where: There When: 2009 There is a place where, in part, my heart lays, next to a tree, underneath sun's rays. because it's that place there, that makes my heart buzz happier than a bubble bee. (imported from memories)
    • Posted 9/24/2009 7:56 PM
    • by Navud
  • mmm I know.. it seems as though it is too long before I see or hear from you again.I am starting to hate weekends...
  • There's this guy, who's seemed to be on my mind, I tend to miss him when he's not around. He's kind and sweet, amazing, and wonderful.His touch tends to make my heart skip. This guy, seems to be holding my heart. And I wouldn't change a thing about him.
  • Dj,thank you so much for the post. I will try to make good memories for you to remember me by. I have to go now though math class is over.. I will see you soon though :)
  • Duvan,I am in math class and you are so far away in Geography. I will see you in about ten minutes but I thought I would write to you anyways as something for you to see when you get home :)I hope you are having a great day. And that you are awesome. And that your "friend" poem is very pretty, I enj
  • You and your clever use of words! you're starting to make me look dumb! haha